its Self-Loathing Saturday

Yes I'm in one of my Self Pity Sorry for myself Moods..I'm sorry that I am Stuck with 3 kids raising them by myself..Damn DOC_J! I hateyou right this second! (doc_j is his Yahoo name btw)
I actually contemplated my Death Yesterday and thought about it and I was like No i think it would be more painful for me to continue living! So thats what i'm doing cause I deserve the pain of it all...i'm such a shit.